read one of my friend's blog. reminded me of another friend cos she was talking bout him. hmm... he's really quite a nice guy. i mean i was never really close to him but he offered me comfort when i was going through a tough time. so sweet of him. even though he's in UK now, he still bothered to care. that's really big to me. hope he comes back soon. our class could have a complete class outing again. *2 grace'02 rawks*i don't really know where my life is heading right now. and this is another thought evoked from reading my friend's blog. i guess i'll just go wherever life takes me. the more i think bout it the more i feel that it isn't life's big things that matter. its the small insignificant thing that makes up most of my life. the little presents. little quarrels. first time i did this. first time i did that. it all wasn't big things but to me it mattered the most. to me now it doesn't matter whether i become someone big or just some ordinary person as long as i'm contented with the little things in life. but then again, if life were that easy, it wouldn't BE life. there's so many expectations you have to keep up with. so many standards and levels that i have to pass through in order to get what i want. or rather get what other people want for me. its so weird. i was watching this show at cas's house last sat. the gods must be crazy. its really funny although its a ridiculous show but what it depicts inside is really true. they showed the contrasting nature of bushmen living in the kalahari desert and the civilized men living in the cities. i remember one part of the show where the narator mentioned something bout us, civilized men being so smart that we invented technology and in the end we ourselves have to adapt and upgrade ourselves in order to keep up with the technology that we invented. kinda ironic isn't it? i think it is. well, i guess there's nothing more to do except to accept it. after all the bible predicted that this would happen didn't it? oh well. time to sleep. tata.
snll drifted away at 7:59 AM
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