well. today is one of those days where the more you think of stuff, the more things come to your mind and you start thinking all over again. hmm...firstly thought bout all the wrong notes i played during cell worship yesterday... so maluating! but its ok. i shall practice practice till i get it right. of course i wouldn't practice for 4 hours straight ever again. secondly, thinking bout the new uniform that i'm gonna wear tml! its really quite exciting except for the fact that the colour of my uni is mud brown. seriously, wearing the blazer would make my uniform seem like thick dark mud smeared over thinner less dark mud. if that makes sense. then the most major topic is friendship. i suddenly felt that i have some real authentic friendships going on in my life. and that's a blessing. without friendship, i guess we will be going through life in subdued black and white rather than in the warmth of colour. how priceless are those friendships that have long term trust easy laughter and the comfortable sharing of silence as well as the delight of relaxed chatter. friendship seems to be too short, even if it runs to the end of life itself. but i guess true friendships don't just fall out of the sky. my friendship took tears and time and countless strolls through the autumnal lanes of tragedy. back to reality, life isn't always a bed of roses. or maybe it is. but the roses would have to have many many thorns. there is always that someone who just doesn't fit into my category of nice. however, if you have more people you dislike than more people who are your true friends, i guess something must be wrong with you. just thinking bout the many friends who have walked in and out of my life. some left silently and was slowly forgotten, some left a big bang in my head, and some left ugly gashes. now everything they were to me, was nothing but a 'used to be'. that's wad i have for them. yup. i guess that's all. this is a really long post, surprisingly. haha. toodles.

snll drifted away at 10:26 PM ----------