[Thursday, June 30, 2005]
i have 3 oh no(s) and one yay today
oh no number one. celest was talking no the phone with me and the connection just cut off! ARGH! its just so irritating. we were just talking so nicely and this had to happen. at least she told me the stuff she needed first before this happened. i have a sudden urge to gather all the phones, throw it into the toilet bowl and flush it down the toilet.
oh no number two. i was blog surfing. well, not really but i chanced upon tan chee wee's blog and it has the same template as mine!! quite funny actually but its quite weird too. i'd better ask mel to design one blogskin for me asap.
oh no number three. actually i had only three oh nos until the com conked out and shut off by itself. that's when the first 2 oh nos got erased and now i have to type it all over again, and add another oh no. this computer seriously just likes to go against me. argh! all the world's technology apparently has a problem with me!
YAY no. 1 i went tanning today!!! i wanted a really nice copper brown tan, but came back with a red indian tan instead. it was quite funny today. we went to jurong east swimming thingy. wave pools lazy river and slides. my crazy za bos decided to do something silly. 3 za bos decided to squeeze themselves into one tube, while the other 1 decided to push them further into the wave pool. i just stood there and looked, it was like i was sure something was going to happen that would make me hysterical. then... it happened. yvette fell backwards into the water. so did sharlyn. leaving shiqi on the float. she apparently fell face forward right into the hole of the tube. her legs were kicking in the air but she couldnt get out. cos her head was stuck underneath water in the middle of the tube. that scene was hilarious! i rolled over with laughter. as evil as it may sound. i didn't help them at all cos i was too busy laughing. u can always trust these few crazy za bos to do something like that. and after doing all that, at least they could realise that it was dangerous!!! jia ying went:"we better don't do this kinda thing anymore. too dangerous!" they are just unbelievably capable of tickling my funny bone.i named their crazy antics, the adventures of the crazy za bos. i'm sure there'll be more to come.
i realise that this may be a really long post. went to my grandma's today cos i bought her some light snacks to eat. on my way home. i had to go to the 265 bus stop to take bus home. that bus stop... so many memories for me and her. song on the discman was this. When i'm lost in the rain, in your eyes i know i'll find the light to light my way. When i'm scared, losing ground. When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around. And when i'm down you're there pushing me to the top. You're always there giving me all you've got. For a shield from the storm for a friend for the love to keep me safe and warm. i turn to you. for the strength to be strong for the will to carry on. for everything you do. for everything that's true. i turn to you. When i lose the will to win, i just reach for you and i can reach the sky again. i can do anything, cos your love is so amazing. cos your love inspires me. and when i need a friend you're always on my side. giving me faith taking me throught the night. for the arms to be my shelter through all the rain. for truth that will never change. for someone to lean on. for a heart i can rely on through anything. for the one who i can run to. I TURN TO YOU!
i obviously felt sad all over again la. i took the bus and its passed her house. stared at it. thought bout stuff. one drop, two drops. wiped them off and took a deep breath "be strong!". so here i am being strong for my dear celestine.


snll drifted away at 7:03 AM
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