this is a really fast post cos i need to rush to watch desperate housewives. today i feel a little better. but still when i'm alone i'll think of stuff and u know what happens next. so please whoever's reading this and is my friend. DO NOT leave me alone. talk to me. distract me with funny stuff. when u see that my thoughts are drifting away. bring me back. the only place where i can drift to in my thoughts is the place where celest is at. which is impossible. so i'll be even more sad! i m a stupid ninny head and i know it. but that's me!
THANK GOD for my dear princesses. yvette shiqi eleanor sharlyn. u girls are the best. although u may not know it. thanks for cheering me up u gals. i appreciate it alot. thanks for taking my mind off the sad stuff and keeping me company. thanks for being concerned. thanks for EVERYTHINg!
thanks to josh n peijing n sherilyn and anyone else, who's keeping me in prayer for my exams esp during this 'troubled' times. thanks so so so so so much
thanks to gab lee. whom i think won't be reading this unless i tell him too. if he's reading this his head will be even bigger with ego (jokin!) . ok seriously. thanks for being concerned bout my well being *smiles* appreciate it lots too!
thanks to amos. poor amos who hurt his leg. he's so sincere in doing stuff. i guess he's real sad too. but he's strong! thanks for not crying cos i think if he did. i would cry even more.
thanks to tim han and my sissy. whom won't be reading it cos i don't want her to. haha. for cracking all the lame stuff to distract me. but it can be annoying at times too.
thanks to mark chen for patting me on the head and telling me not to cry. it means alot to a person with a soaked tissue of tears and none more to use.
thanks to mark koh. for his hp. so that i could talk to celest more for just that few more seconds.
thanks to clara. dunno for wad oso. its not like i've really known her. but its like she really knows me! maybe she should be a fortune teller.
thanks to judy pam and pris. who kept me and cas company so that we wouldn't feel left out when celest's other frens came.
thanks for sharon although i dont know her well. thanks for seeing me in sch everyday and reminding me that we can fail together! haha. thanks for seeing celest off. thanks for saying hi to me everytime no matter how many times we meet in that one day.
BEST OF ALL. thanks to CASSANDRA TAN FEI XUAN for keeping me company all day, making sure that i'm alright. u're the best! thanks for being so strong and telling me to be strong. thanks for accepting my vulnerabilities and letting me cry my heart out. thanks for being there to say stuff that i needed to hear at the right time and right place. thanks for feeling left out with me so that i wouldn't feel left out. thanks for keeping me happy. thanks for just being you!!! MUACKS!
thanks for everyone else who loves celest!

snll drifted away at 6:49 AM ----------