[Saturday, July 30, 2005]
don't talk bout death like you think nothing bout it. don't be so selfish. don't think u're suffering so tremendously just because u've had some setbacks. there are many people in this world who are suffering worse than u. don't think its cool to have suicidal thoughts cos its not. don't think people land in hospital because its fun cos they don't. don't think u'll get the attention once u screw yourself cos u won't. don't make a big deal out of the minute little shit that u face cos its just crap. don't only think bout urself. think bout the people around u. treasure them. love them. because u may not get the change to once they're gone. when u've really seen the real difficult things in life. u'll realise how stupid u were thinking bout dying just because u faced problems that were so tiny, so insignificant. this year has made me grow. in a bad way, in a good way, i don't know. life just goes on the way it should until when one day god wants to see me, i'll gladly go.


snll drifted away at 8:43 AM
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