[Sunday, July 17, 2005]
so many things have happened
too many wrongs were done
no matter what you think, i do
it never seems enough
all i know is that one day
we'll look back, laugh and say
how young, naive, innocent we were
believing there's true love in this world
but the only true love now i see
is the love that god and my family has for me

*family includes my friends too.

went out with mel and cas after church today. we were supposed to get tickets for fantastic 4. the $1.60 ones. we were so excited. but they were sold out. we were there at like 12 noon. the movie doesn't start till 4.00 or 7.00. and yet, the tickets were sold out. how kiasu singaporeans can be. being kiasu isn't enough. you have to be kiasu to kiasu (direct translation: scared lose to scared lose) but its just as well we didn't go for the movie. we had really nice heart to heart chats. we went to bk cine to eat lunch, then we talked for quite awhile, proceeding on the the galleria. opp far east. we were like super suaku la. it was the first time any of us been the the galleria. we've walked past it many times but never been in. its a good place if u wanna test out new make up. cos they have shortage of salesgirls over there and we just tested whatever we wanted without anyone bothering us. haha... so cheapo. cas and mel went crazy over the anna sui make up line. i was too busy testing stuff out to notice. haha. we talked bout lots of crazy stuff too. on the bus trip to amk central we talked and talked. at amk central while eating a.j ice, we talked and talked. then we proceeded to cas's house just to rest and relax. although i was actually busy doing some of my last minute work. mel and cas watched this indian show which wsa quite funny and yet, meaningful. it was an old indian show. haha. then we went home at around 7. it was a fulfilling day because i came to realise things that i didn't know before. but i'll just leave it at that. forgetting is probably the best solution for now. i'm just gonna take one thing as it comes. who knows maybe i'll get into an accident tml? then it would be a waste of time to worry bout things that might not come to pass won't it? people have their own minds to think of what they want. and i'm thankful for that be it to my advantage or not. there's always a 50-50 chance. what i say may not make sense. but these are just babbles.
a very fruitful and surprisingly loving ( yes loving seems to be the right word) sunday. i hope i can spend every sunday this way. HOPE is the word. one last thing. to da wei and LaLaLa, CONGRATS!!!!


snll drifted away at 6:47 AM
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