[Wednesday, August 03, 2005]
through it all, i know
that God is in control
like the sun after the storm, His love comes shining through
and i know, His love for me
is greater than all of my trials
like a child, in His arms
He'll carry me through it all

this song offers to me a whole new meaning right now. i am trying to believe that His love is greater than all of my trials. what a nice vision if that's true.

Princess eleanor bought each of her friends an african daisy! that's so sweet of her. she did that probably to cheer everyone up because of all that's happen. i love that flower! so pretty. she knows how to treasure friends and she's not afraid of letting people know. thanks so much eleanor. i believe all of us treasure each other, even more so during this fragile period of time. in no order of merit... i love yvette, sharlyn, eleanor, jiaying, yuanlin, shiqi, qingwen, weiling, vignan(yes...even this guy). even newly made friends like xiao yan aka tmnt, peisi, michelyn, huisin, shihui, lixia, jingyi, foongsian. not forgetting my churchies cas, melly, joy, bernice, esther, abi, josh, grace, sherilyn, peijing and everyone who's so concerned bout me. not forgetting celestine wong, who's so far far away...thanks alot everyone. love ya lots *muacks*

the atmosphere in school these few days are a little weird. everyone's still recovering from the pain. everyone's trying to cheer everyone up, which will in turn remind everyone of the pain that everyone is feeling because upon seeing the effort everyone is putting in to cheer everyone up, everyone will know that it isn't really working. However, little thoughts of encouragement are welcomed. in sch, we just try to talk bout anything under the sun to distract ourselves from the pain. it seems to be working ok. i wanna do more to help the people who are closer to her, but there's nothing much i can do too. hope they'll just fill me in on what i can do to help. because i really want to. hmm... that's all i guess. i hope nothing new happens to me.


snll drifted away at 4:56 AM
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