You were once my one companion
You were all that mattered
You were once a friend and father
Then my world was shattered
Wishing you were somehow here again
Wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed
Somehow you would be here
Wishing I could hear your voice again
Knowing that I never would
Dreaming of you won't help me to do
All that you dreamed I could
Passing bells and sculpted angels
Cold and monumental
Seem for you the wrong companions
You were warm and gentle
Too many years fighting back tears
Why can't the past just die?
Wishing you were somehow here again
Knowing we must say goodbye
Try to forgive, teach me to live
Give me the strength to try
No more memories, no more silent tears
No more gazing across the wasted years
Help me say goodbye
Help me say goodbye
i'm a happy girl because i have great friends to share my woes with. although some may not be by my side anymore...i have them in my heart. thanks to princesses who always make school that much more bearable. special thanks to JOSH and CAS. schemers. here's what they did: i was shopping with shiqi at popular when cas messaged me asking me whether i was home cos she needed me to check something. i thought it was cell stuff. so when i reached home, i messaged her that i was home already. at around 7.45, she called me and asked me to go to the swimming pool to count the number of people swimming during dinner time because her sister needed it in a survey. i agreed and so i went. innocent little me was all ready to start counting when josh suddenly popped out of nowhere. he said:" are you by any chance here to count the number of people in the swimming pool?? " and held out a bag of ice cream from hagen daz. one pint! $12.90! expensive! then he even gave me a $10 calling card to call celest when i needed to. so nice la! but i felt so guilty because i still owe him like super alot of $$!! then we talked for bout an hour. i'm touched to have great friends like this. THANKS TO CELEST too... for replying my smses even though it costs a bomb! i feel so loved! muacks (x infinity) to celest!! study hard gal! i'll be here supporting u!! call me anytime u need me. i'll even get out of class to ans! haha..love ya and miss ya always!!
snll drifted away at 5:57 AM
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