[Wednesday, November 16, 2005]
TML'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

i am sooooo excited. tomorrow is my birthday!! i'm happy. but something bad happened and it dampened my mood!! poor sharlyn. continue reading and u'll know what happen.

scenic botanic gardens. a lunch prepared with much effort (i think). delicious spaghetti and kangkong. weird combi. but i like :) thank u soooo much. although i didn't really say it on the spot. but thanks so much. i was actually thinking 'gratitude' although i didn't really express it. haha. THANKS FOR ALL THE PRESENTS. this is probably the first birthday that i ever received so many presents. it'll probably be my most expensive birthday! i really dunno how to thank u. i'll give u a thank u card! and bake a cake for christmas!

on the eigth day of my birthday my weird friend gave to me one perfect lunch, one princess puzzle, one memo pad, man-ny cookies, one pair of socks, one calling card, one can of coke and a disney giodarno t-shirt. OMGOODNESS!!!

oh no... my poor poor sharlyn. poor girl. some one stole her very expensive 3g phone in that wretched office. poor girl. the office where most of the people are biatches. it was probably one of those biatches who stole her phone. if i ever find out which one i promise i'll give her one tight slap. its really no wonder these people will resort to stealing. all the BLEAH people. i really pray that sharlyn finds it. she has been such a good friend to me and i really don't wanna see her sad. HEAVENLY FATHER. PLEASE LET HER FIND HER PHONE. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN!

i feel really blessed because many people are scheming for my birthday this year. hmm... usually every year i'll go over to my grandma's house to have a little birthday celebration. and this time it'll be one person lesser. i still remember last year my ah kong wanted to give me a big big big red packet. but he didn't have his money with him. so he told my grandma:" give her all the money u have. i will pay u back later." the moment we heard that we all laughed. he loves to eat birthday cakes. my cakes are always chocolate. so its very sweet. my gma will grumble at him alot for eating but just seeing the satisfaction on his face makes it seem that the cake is actually a delicacy. although he gets only a small slice and will grumble for more, i guess deep down he's really satisfied that he could still celebrate my birthday with me. although he's not here anymore. deep down i know this year will not be any different. he'll be celebrating my birthday for me up in heaven where he can eat as many slices of cakes as he wants. i know that. he probably wants to give me a big red packet too! i'll gladly accept it. maybe he could give it to me in my dreams. my first birthday without my dear ah kong. it is well in my soul.


snll drifted away at 11:30 PM
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