[Tuesday, December 06, 2005]
out of pity, i'll relent
out of disgust, i'll pretend
the times that we've spent
is just a nightmare that i've dreamt


and guess what. the nightmare's still on. some people are just either too blind to see or too dumb to comprehend. i'm just NOT interested ok? i'm so disgusted and repulsed by whatever you do. BIATCHES. ARGH!!! get out of my life. i just realised something. my life would be soooooo very much PERFECT if you would just disappear. biatches. disgusting people. i just go UGH whenever i see you. its like EEEEWWWW!!! so just scoot off to your wonderland and never come back!!!!

ya. like that's possible. no one's life is ever perfect. there will be glitches and pits. and i assure you. this is one never ending pit. something like hell.

ok. so i've been there and done that. i've just vented out my frustrations. please don't judge me just by this post because i usually am a pretty happy person. its just that at this moment of time i'm angry. yup. but that's over now since i've vented it out. so now with the happy stuff.

there is this super duper cute little boy called wallace at the tuition centre i'm working at. SO CUTE!!!! i wish he was my son. he's sooooo cute. he will be so handsome when he grows up. he's the kind of kid that u'll be proud to carry out when u paint the town red. everyone will stop and stare and start going gaga over that boy man. WALLACE IS SOOOOOO CUTE!!! when he doesn't know how to read a word or doesn't want to read it, he'll just look at you with his big bambi dopey eyes and ur heart will practically melt and vaporize. that's true. uh-huh. really really true. i've experience it myself. i couldn't bear to make him read another word. so i just gave him 100%. oh my goodness. once u've experienced his dopey eyes thingy. u won't think anyone's eyes is beautiful anymore.seriously. he's that cute. and he's quiet and shy. and his cheeks are rosy red!!! ROSY RED!!! ahh!! i'm gaga over him now!!! GAGA!!!! i probably can't stop talking bout him. really he's super duper super duper super duper CUTE!!!!!! adorable and beautiful and simply a heart melter. I REALLY WISH HE IS MY SON!!! my goodness. if he was my son. i'd be the proudest mother in the world. CUTie PIE!!!!


snll drifted away at 5:06 AM
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