28th January 2006CELESTINE WONG CHU WEN CAME BACK.this is how it went. i woke up. told me mother that i wanna go out, and she was like:" no. u cannot go out." i asked why fervently. very fervently. and she just refused to say why. she said :" because my friend want to come and see you all." i was so pissed i said :" u think we are animals in the zoo ah? your friend wanna come see us, we must cancel all our plans just for that friend ah? who is it? very big meh?" and she just refused to answer. i was super pissed and i went to my room and grumbled and grumbled and grumbled. and guess who screamed : "HELLO!!!".CELESTINE WONG CHU WEN. I was totally totally stunned!!! totally!! i was like froxen there. and my first words were : " WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!" so unwelcoming la. i regretted that!! oh well. its over. anyway. we talked alittle then we went for threading. just like old days. it feels so comfortable to have her back. like finally there's someone i can just call and go out with. then we went for a delicious prata lunch. feels so great lo. and i was stupidly smiling to myself while doing stuff. no matter what stuff. my mother thought i was mad. she was saying: " u might as well marry celestine la. walking oso must smile until like that. siao ah." but really lo... i'm so happy. i just don't know how to react. i didn't like jump scream hug or anything. i was just frozen because all the blood went to my brain to process the information that CELEST IS BACK. it wasn't that i wasn't happy to see her back or anything. it was just i was too happy to process anything. so i couldn't move. haha.my goodness. so people who know me. when i can't move. it means i'm feeling something extreme. don't mistaken that for something else. MY GOODNESS. THANK GOD. i'm so damn happy. so damn happy. so damn happy!!!! i must spend more time with her no matter what. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
snll drifted away at 8:11 AM
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