WHAT IF?what if the decision to drop physics was a wrong one?what if i didn't drop it and i can't cope?what if i gave something up and live to regret it?what if i didn't and things turn out wrong?what if i continue taking piano and it stresses me out?what if i don't and feel that i've wasted my past 7 grades?what if i feel that i'm ready but actually i'm not?what if i don't feel i'm ready and find out that i am?what if i'm not good enough to take on responsibilities?what if i shirk and from now on lose everything i've worked towards?what if people judge me based on my past mistakes?what if people don't and i let them down by repeating the same ones again?what if i can't commit to doing what is right?what if i'm doing something wrong and no one's telling me?what if i lack the courage to do something and find out its too late?what if i find it within me to do it and in the end nothing matters?what if i work so hard for something i believe in and realise it isn't real?what if i don't believe it and find out that i'm been missing out on so much?what if this life i'm living is such a sham that i lie even to myself?what if this life is so real that reality hits so hard?what if? what if? what if? what if? what if? what if?so many questions. so little answers.
snll drifted away at 2:41 AM
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