[Thursday, February 23, 2006]
A friend sent this to me in an email. i think its really lovely. although this post may seem contradictory to the previous one, i feel both ways! its just me to be confused. haha. enjoy!

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever.He said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,and once again he replied no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face,
He grabbed her arm and said
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die.
*awww.... so sweet!!!*
I suddenly thought of my girlfriends while reading the email. too lazy to forward it. i know my girlfriends won't blame me cos they know that's me. hyok. i wanna thank them all right now!!
cassandra
a beautiful girl with god given talents in art. seeing me through the toughest times in my life with no complaints. guiding me and giving me advice whenever i'm confused. and once again, i'm gonna stress that we have so many things in common. we're both left handed. both supposed to be 18 this year. both wear specs. both from the fingerprints of god. both hate certain vegs. both love rotiprata. both get equally confused when serious stuff are being discussed. i guess that's why we clique!
rebecca
lovely inside and out with a very happy go lucky attitude. life in sec1 and sec2 wouldn't be the same without you. really. when you just didn't come to school for one day. i felt so lost! thanks for always being there for me and thanks for kinda sorta try to help me to have a stupidly blissful crush in sec sch!! haha. i did help you with mee soto guy too... hyok. anyway... life in sec 1 and sec 2 was the best time of my 18 yrs of life, and its mostly cos of you! :)
Jamie
feisty, spicy and hot!!! as fierce as me too! if we were a duo that focus mainly on scolding people... we would be so feared. haha. only got close to you in sec 3 and sec 4 since we were pretty much the only girls from 2g in 3e. enjoyed your company alot esp during class when things can get really boring. and thanks for giving me all the protection i need from you-know-who. hyok. all the small talk and chats during class were what kept me awake!! also your presence during my drama act was really heartwarming. even though the others pangseh-ed, you didn't. thank you so much for that.
Weiling
Lim Wei Ling is the most most most bubbly girl i've ever seen. always wanna act fierce. but cannot make it. haha. and you should stop trying to use bombastic words in case you make a fool of yourself. i apologise if i can get quite over in making fun of your english. but haha. seriously some of them are hilarious. and besides you keep saying that you're my happy fruit. so i'll give you credit for that. hyok. even though i don't talk at all during bus rides to sch in the morning, if yoú're not here, it would still feel weird. so stop going for morning runs so you can keep me company!
Sharlyn
i was so happy when i heard that you were in the same class as me when we re entered ny in march. hyok. u're really very gentle in the things you do. thanks for tolerating all my impatience and whinings when things don't go my way. i remember you were there for me too when i faced setbacks. thanks for just being there to pass me tissue paper. thanks for collecting homework worksheets for me when i'm absent in school. hyok. which happens quite alot. thanks for always telling me what homework there is when i forget them. it would be such a struggle for me if you weren't here!
Shi Qi
MY DARLING. such a steadfast and faithful friend. i should've got to know you when we were in mayflower pri. then we would be great friends now. but knowing you now still makes me really happy. i remembered your face when i first saw you in ny. i immediately recognised that you were from mfps. one thing you did that touched me most was your support for me when i acted in the drama in church. you aren't even a christian and you still came even when all the others kinda sorta pangseh-ed you. you were the only one but you still came! i still remembered what you said when i asked you why you wanted to come. you said that you promised and you will keep that promise so that i can get the support i need. i also remembered something bout its not everyday that you can see me as an ahsoh. but still i love you for that!! the girl with no temper at all, always taking care of the princesses's needs. if anyone bullies you besides me, tell me. i'll shoot them down!
Eleanor
this funky and a little mad girl is like the gun powder in a gun. if that makes sense. i don't know how but you always manage to come up with something everyday to entertain us. hyok. and every little message or tag you leave for me always comes at a right time. its good to know that i'm cherished and thought of by pple. and u're one of them! and seriously. u look like a geisha. esp with that straight jet black hair thats straight even at the bottom. lovely.
yvette
the coolest girl in our group cos she has the trendiest hairstyle. i remember someone thought that she was my boyfriend cos we were holding hands and walking to lecture. how funny. and since she was wearing pe attire, from behind there's no telling since she's tall as well. but when i heard your voice. i was stunned for a moment cos it was so gentle. all the lame jokes you tell and attempts to speak chinese really cracks me up. hyok. thanks for always being there to reserve seats for us in lecture!
Jia Ying
the most baby faced girl in our group. the girl who convinced me to join guitar. who kinda sorta encourages me to go everyweek. i probably won't even have a cca record if it werent for you. thanks for always reminding me when guitar practices are and contacting me when something's come up. had a great time with you when we were at jurong swimming complex because apparently, we were the only sane ones. the other three (namely yvette sharlyn and SHIQI) obviously had something wrong in their attic when they decided that they wanted to squeeze into one round float and float around in the wave pool. had a great time laughing at them with you!
Foong Sian
when i first saw you the first thing i thought was, what a nerd!! but you certainly proved me wrong. u're even lamer than me! and all the stupid jokes we both make really crack me up. plus we can just get high on practically NOTHING. i don't know how we do that but life would be so boring without our laughing sessions. hyok. thanks for all the 'reference' you provided when i needed them. hyok. i learnt alot bout superstitions from you too. you and your logics. hyok. and thanks for always reminding me that i'm FAT ah... maybe its cos u're skinny and i am trying to lose weight! just wait and see!
the main girlfriends in my life now are mentioned above. lovely girls they are and i know that everything will never be the same without them. i TRULY TRULY cherish them and I LOVE YOU GALS SO MUCH!! i thank god so much that i've met you gals!!
A good friend will bail you out of jail, but a true friend will be sitting next to you saying:
WE SCREWED UP!!!!
*So cute!*


snll drifted away at 11:31 PM
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