must it always be gone with the old before the new can be in? can't we have both? i am like this helpless girl trying to hold on to something that probably isn't even there. I am trying desperately to hold on to this drifting wood floating in the sea, and you're holding on too. but the only reason you're holding on is cos i'm holding on to you, refusing to let go. it doesn't even seem like you're trying anymore...it doesn't make sense. apparently i've been the one disillusioned all along. this is real. THIS is what is really happening to us now. too bad i didn't see it coming. wanna see what really makes or BREAKS a friendship? this is it. i'm tired of holding on to someone that doesn't even wanna be here. if u're letting go. i'll let go too. because telling you that i've been standing here all along watching you doesn't make a difference anymore. to you, i'm as transparent as the air you breathe. small and insignificant. *sigh* nothing lasts forever.
snll drifted away at 5:57 AM
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