ripped this off jamie's and rebecca's blog. just realised that they're real deep people. hyok.Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.If you do, they might break your heart. If you don't, you might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own, when you least suspect it, or when you don't even want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was to afraid to let you?Too many of us stay welled up because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person doesn't care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because you fear of rejection was too much to handle?We tell lies when we are afraid. Afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out.
But everytime we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.Life is all about risks. It requires you to jump.Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.but i am already that personIt'll all be perfect, it'll all be a bed of roses. But HEY, a bed of roses doesn't mean all is well? There's thorns. Stuff that'll hurt u, bring u down, break ur heart, those were the stuff we did not see when we were younger. Those were the times where 'infidelity, career, hardwork, mistrust, quarrels, stupid mistakes and all else that is negative' didn't come into the picture. But slowly, it will be. It will be added into our mindset on how relationships can become. things even you yourself might experience.Its scary. Like, when u choose this guy and give your heart entirely to him, it'll be like givin him the authority, the freedom to hurt you, but of course hoping that he'll not.. Hoping that you chose the right guy, someone that really loves u with all his heart and will not bear to hurt you. I guess its all held together with one word T-R-U-S-T? the guy can say whatever, but do you really believe it? can you? If you believe it, are you 100% sure that its true? He can say whatever he wants to, to make things go his way, to appear the way he wants them to be.and sometimes its like you want to trust this person... so much... you wanna believe all that he has said... But there's just something restricting you...and you dunno how to get rid of the feelin, no manner how hard, or how long you've tried..It can be the things he did.... or that you're 'once bitten twice shy'...you're too scared to get your heart broken again, to experience disappointment?you tell yourself not to, but you juz can't step over e barrier....it's all hidden deep down inside, and no matter how hard to you wanna dig them out and dump them away, you still can't...You can act as if nth happened for the mean time, but when certain things are brought up, or you see/hear smth, the memories just flood back.. and the whole routine of tryin to keep the thoughts away just repeats all over again.Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.*sigh* You love me but you don't know who I amI'm torn between this life I lead and where I standAnd you love me but you don't know who I amSo let me go Just let me go
snll drifted away at 4:47 AM
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