was looking through the old emails just to jolt my memory. and as i was searching. i suddenly felt like i should look for the most meaningful email i've ever received. and i've found it. everytime i read it i feel so blessed and loved. and its all thanks to a friend that i'm not even that close to begin with. the email goes:Hey.... just heard about ur grandfather.... really sorry... ehh....abit weird saying this over email.... Anyways... take care of urself... dun worry too much... and remember I'm always here for u.... that's what friends are for right???so many "..." in the lines. but this was the first email i received to comfort me about the loss of my gpa. and guess what? this dear boy wasn't even in singapore. he was in uk. studying and i think internet excess over there isn't exactly easy to get. jac told him bout my gpa and he sent me this email. i was soooo touched. this email may be the shortest among those in my inbox. but it had the most impact on me. i cried when i read it at that time cos it meant so much to me. and as i remember. although i wasn't really that close to cheeyung... he's really always there. when its late after class outings, he'd send me home without any complains. although he says its on the way, i know he's actually taking the longer route. so sweet.haiz. i suddenly kinda miss him now. his high pitched voice and stuff. i remember the first time we sent him off at the airport. the guys' eyes are tearing but they tried to hide it. they said they were laughing at the lame jokes they cracked, that's why they teared. but obviously the girls weren't that dumb to believe them. so sad. i hate it when people leave. this post is really random. but i guess i just miss the times 2g had together. and cheeyung who's just quiet but always there. i don't like the feeling of missing someone. makes me sad. and it makes my heart 'sour'. hopefully when cheeyung comes back next time for NS, 2g'll have alot more outings so we can catch up. missing you!!!!
snll drifted away at 1:20 AM
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