some people's blogs are always so cheery and happy. always about how nice people are to them and how good life has been for them. i mean. ya we should always be thankful for what we have and everything. but i'm beginning to wonder whether i should envy them or feel sorry for them. because amongst all these fine and dandy things happening. there are people suffering too. should you be the one to rub it in by proclaiming how good your life is? and the intentions are quite clear. not for the testimony of god. but of how popular you are. i feel sorry that you are ignorant about the things happening. not everything is about you. i'm sorry if you didn't know that before. but know it now. don't quote verses for the sake of quoting them. encouragement can only come through hardships dont you think? if you haven't experienced any, how can u know what it feels like to go through them? people are nice to you because god gave you people who love you. he also gave you people to love. are you loving them by being so self absorbed in loving yourself and going on and on bout how other people love you? no smile. just a nonchalant gaze with a tinge of bitterness. please don't give me that look and wipe that sorry expression off your face. i don't need it, or by your standards, i don't deserve it. know both sides of the story before you come to a decision bout who's right and who's wrong. i'm sorry if you feel that i took something away from you. but it really isn't the case since you shunned it in the first place. it wasn't good enough for you was it? well, its my everything. it is EVERYTHING to me. even if it means nothing to you. since u didn't want it. i took it. so actually, i didn't take anything from you. would u accuse a garbage man of stealing your garbage? don't try all ways and means to try to get it back just because you don't want me to have it. it won't happen. its mine and it will always be mine. so just accept that. i already know your take on this: you're the angel, i'm the devil. well you're wrong. we're both just imperfect. you may be a leader in your own league. but guess what? i'm a leader in leagues that i don't own or make up with a little airy head. this is a REAL world. so be REAL. so take that and that and that and BAM.sometimes, i just can't stand girls. maybe i'm just jealous and secretly i'd like to hit you too.
snll drifted away at 4:58 AM
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