i know i shouldn't be shopping again... BUT... hehhh. u know the story. went out for dinner with yvette, sharlyn, jiaying and shiqi to celebrate shiqi's birthday :) will post pics of them tomoro. too lazy now. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHYDAY SHIQI!
went to the esplanade after that for some relaxation. with the mosaic festival going on, there was live jazz music at the outdoor amphitheatre. the sea breeze blowing. on my left, the skyline of the CBD area. on my right, the skeleton of the up and coming huge ferris wheel. what a sight. i look up, counted 22 stars and took a deep breath. sigh. same me. same place. same things. and yet, its so different. the feeling is different. the mood is different. everything's just so different. maybe its just the relief i feel after finally settling my applications to uni. or maybe its something else. the familiar sights just don't seem so familiar anymore. oh well, shall not turn this post into another of my abstract sad reminiscing nostalgic walking-down-memory-lane post. although i know it already is that. hyok.
ok so i'll apologise to sam chew for ps-ing you once again, if u even have my password to this blog, which i don't think you do. so u won't be getting an apology :) haha!
am currently in love with this song, reason why by rachel yamagata:
I think about how
it might have been
We'd spend our days
travelin'
It's not that I don't understand you
It's not that I don't want to be with you
but you only wanted me
The way you wanted me
So I will head out alone,
and hope for the best
We can hang our heads down
as we skip the goodbyes
and you can tell the world
what you want them to hear
I've got nothing left to lose, my dear
So, I'm up for the little white lies
But you and I
know the reason why
I'm gone, and you're still there
I'll buy a magazine
searching for your face
From coast to coast,
or whatever I find my place
I'll track you on the radio
and I'll sign your list in a different name
But as close as I get to you
It's not the same
So, I will head out alone
and hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back
and say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big
we can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never died
But you and I
know the reason why
I'm gone, and you're still there
So, steal the show, and do your best
to cover the tracks that I have left
I wish you well, and hope you find whatever you're looking for
The way I might've changed my mind
but you only showed me the door
was looking for something in my cupboard today and came across this old notebook that i used to bring to school to copy down homework or stuff like that. and i turned to the back page, it had 2 incomplete phrases that i vaguely remember writing and yet brought back so many memories:
"through autumn's sparkle and winter's cold
to spring's full blossoms and summer's sun gold"
"under the moonlight together we danced
held me close and touched my heart once.
under the moonlight through memory lane
hold me close and touch my heart again."
i don't even remember why i wrote that. but it must've been bout...what... one year ago or something. i bet i must've watched some romantic movie the previous night. i get inspired my romantic movies. WHICH IS WHY... i must watch music and lyrics. but no onés watching with me. i shall force fs to watch with me tomoro.heh heh. i wanna watch 300 too. though i think its gory, but i guess it is an epic movie that cannot be missed. ask me out anyone. cos i've asked my girlfriends and they apparently claimed they're to dainty to watch this kinda movie.hyok.
snll drifted away at 9:36 AM
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