[Wednesday, March 07, 2007]
so here we are. after getting the results i'm suddenly supposed to choose a uni/course that'll determine what i do for the rest of my life. how am i supposed to know what to do? quit asking me questions bout where i'm going or what i wanna do cos i DON'T KNOW. its frustrating enough for me to ask myself that. i don't need other 'naggers' around me ok?! i am thinking and thinking takes time. its not for me alone to decide too alright. i'll have to leave it to GOD. although i don't know when he'll give me the answer. hopefully soon so i can actually know what course/uni to apply to. SIGH. how am i supposed to know what i wanna be next time? I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW!! i'm not super smart, i can't get into medicine. i'm not super dumb either so i do have alternatives. that's the hard part. ALTERNATIVES. CHOICES. i really really am clueless. can someone please help me??!! i don't wanna study so hard just to become a lab tech next time. UGH. i am confused and frustrated and downright irritated.


snll drifted away at 12:27 AM
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