 eleanor left today :( quite a long day for me before we went to the airport. met shiqi for lunch at around 2 plus and ended up walking and walking and walking and walking until it was time to see eleanor off at the airport. everyone's leaving. is it a trend? or is it just my friends? sigh... maybe i'll leave too. join the trend. leave singapore. so before she left, we went to mac's for awhile to sit and have a little snack. gave her a pair of my handmade earrings. it was quite a sad scene watching her walk in. and as usual, she had her ling ling long longs. so many things dropping here hanging there. and her poor mommy. so sad.her mommy cried at the last minute when she went it. and poor eleanor was trying to control her tears i guess. kept waving till she was out of sight. reminds me of so many familiar goodbyes at the airport. the airport is a sad place. except for when you're actually going on a holiday. sad goodbyes and a place where regrets surface the most when you just can't say the things that you want to anymore when the person's gone. you can't do the things that you wanted to when the person's gone. and you just can't seem to shake that uneasiness off your back. the many what ifs that suddenly appear when you really really can't do anything bout it anymore. yeah there's the internet, the phone, the emails the chats. but still, it isn't the same. people interact. they taste, feel, touch, smell and see. and maybe, just maybe people'll forget bout someone when they don't feel them. its just sad to know that. a song that speaks for me:Over the sea and far away She's waiting like an iceberg Waiting to change But she's cold inside She wants to be like the water All the muscles tighten in her face Buries her soul in one embrace They're one and the same Just like waterThe fire fades away Most of everyday Is full of tired excuses But it's too hard to say I wish it were simple But we give up easily You're close enough to see that You're on the other side of the world to me On comes the panic light Holding on with fingers and feelings alike But the time has come To move along The fire fades away Most of everydayIts full of tired exucsesBut it's too hard to sayI wish it was simpleBut we give up easilyYou're close enough to see thatYou're on the other side of the worldCan you help me Can you let me go And can you still love me When you can't see me anymore The fire fades awayMost of everydayIts full of tired exucsesBut it's too hard to sayI wish it simpleBut we give easilyYou're close enough to see thatYou're on the other side of the worldYou're on the other side of the worldYou're on the other side of the world to me.
snll drifted away at 7:19 AM
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