i am sad :( confused upset irritated frustrated pissed. and not only because i'm on a 'moolahs diet'. is there anything that you know you shouldn't be sad or upset about, and yet you can't help but feel that way. you're happy that you're gonna be free from something, and yet sad that you are gonna leave that behind and also scared and unsure bout what you're gonna face in the future? its like leaving a job. you're happy cos maybe the job hours are long, the job isn't interested etc. but sad cos the colleagues are nice, and at least you have pay. and scared because it may take you a long time to find another job if you even do, or the other job would be just another rut you're stuck in. sigh.
maybe i just need a let out session. to let it alllllllllll out. so i can move on to a new chapter in my life. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( i need ice cream.

snll drifted away at 8:48 AM ----------