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she lives on my shelf in a sheltered glass ball
her balance is perfect she will never fall
her arms are extended yet gracefully curved
her footing is sure she can't be unnerved

her posture is perfect and sings out with grace
her dress is not rumpled her hair is in place
in unending circles she dances around
she never gets weary although she runs down

there's beauty expressed on her elegant face
but her features are hardened and frozen in place
her eyes are expressive and yet she can't feel
she's perfect oh yes but she just isn't real

sometimes i stumble and sometimes i fall
but i am not trapped in a watery ball
perhaps my hair never stays in a bun
but i'm free to sing and free to run

i do not possess that smooth ivory skin
that willowy figure or uplifted chin
perhaps i don't carry her charm and her class
but my life is more than just water and glass

for i have emotions and talents to give
a reason to dance and a reason to live
i may not be graceful or pretty as she
but i have a Saviour who's caring for me

He never will judge me if ever i fall
He thought i was worth it to lay down His all
He knows what i'm thinking and cares what i feel
i could try to be perfect but i'd rather be real

went out with the cousin last night. first time in 19 years of my life that i've met him outside of family gatherings. sad i know. but hey, i got the better end of it. cos it was the first time in 22 years of his life that he's met me outside of family gatherings. talked bout lotsa stuff. but mostly he kept talking nonsense. but it felt nice to have the feeling of closeness to a relative. like a bigger brother :) although the reason was more cos he wanted me to treat him ice cream, but we evened out. haha. hmm... and after talking, i guess we're both people who's rather be real than try to be perfect.

made strawberry sorbet!! although it turned out to be a big big block of strawberry ice, but its fine after blending. and it tastes yummy. naturally! cos everything i make tastes yummy :):):) heh heh. putting on weight!! eating too much!! can't stop snacking. sigh.

i've got SOW talk on 24th july. check in to the hall at 26th july. hall orientation camp from 30th july to 3rd august. science orientation week from 1st august to 11th august. matriculation registration on 31st july. SO MANY THING CLASHES!! and if i join both camps, i'll have to pay $40 each!! and i'll be attending part time for both. or either, alot of one camp and a little of the other!! sigh. so stressful la. i don't wanna waste money leh. and its not like 10 bucks or something. its $80 altogether. sigh!! someone please help me settle this prob. sighsighsighsighsighsighsighsigh...

shall add a new section to my block called .... *drumroll* ...
the wise words/actions of nelson and sue :):)

sue was talking bout aids and its symptoms today after reading the newspaper article bout it. sue said:"the symptoms are chronic diarrhoea and etc etc... the same as dengue fever you know!!" (wide-eyed-trying-to-look-serious-but-really-really-doesn't-work-look)
continuing with that train of thought, she adds:"only hoh....dengue fever got FEVER."

*stand up comedy drum beats*

nelson bought back really nice durian today.and after eating the yummy yummy durian, sue wants some tissue paper so she asks nelson to pass her some. nelson willingly takes a tissue, wipes his hands first, then passes that same tissue to sue.

*clap clap clap*

while watching deal or no deal today, when the phone in the show rang the same time as our home phone, sue was so excited and answered it by saying:"so how much you want to offer us?"

*hoots and whoos*

and we've reached the end of our nelson and sue section. stay tuned for more of nelson and sue!!

snll drifted away at 4:45 AM ----------