its currently 1:49 am. i'm in my hostel, waiting for 2am to come so i can go over to my og mate's room to hang out with my og for one last time before we group according to our blocks. the camp so far has been fine. but i guess homesickness even though i'm technically home has been quite difficult to deal with. went out for supper with my ogmates at holland village today. it was quite a nice feeling.though we were abit rushed since the cafe was closing soon. but i got to know the international people more.ie from china,malaysia, thailand etc. for us to say we're homesick, they were pretty shocked. cos we get to go back on weekends and pretty much whenever we want if we really want to. and i guess speaking to them really changed my perspective of how sad i am bout being homesick.cos they really can't. one of the guys from china had this really sad face when he talked bout his home. quite sad la. but its fine. i'll be friendly to them,so they won't feel so alone here. bought a new laptop! MY LAPTOP!! fujitsu S6410U if i didn't remember wrongly.there was sooooo many things to take and do and copy and notice and whatnots during matriculation! thank god my parents were with me and my dad was there to settle the buying of the laptop. cos i'm practically computer illiterate and know absolutely nothing bout which brand, type etc to get. and he actually took time off from work. quite touched.and my mom kept asking me to thank my dad which i did ok.felt so loved cos most of the students there didnt have their parents with them.ok maybe one, but not 2! you know... during the early teens. going out with your parents were like some sorta disgrace cos it gives others the feeling that you're not adult enough to go out on your own. but now, i'm really proud to go out together with my parents and have my parents involved in my life.OK some parts of mylife. esp the paying parts :) even my sis is concerned. ok la she's always concerned but i always take it that she's kaypoh. but i'm sure she misses my presence. i'm just glad that we're all safe and happy.ok now i'm getting all touched and teary.sigh. i brought over my bugs-bunny-bedroom-slippers and ERNIE!! to make my room feel more homey. but i'll definitely bring him home when i go home during the weekend.i won't leave him here all alone. its too sad. ok why am i typing this long long essay? oh btw. i have this mauritius guy in my group that speaks french. so his english accent is really really nice and when he speaks french he's *according to my friend, not me* sooooo sexy. haha. which is quite true la. i wanna learn french! they say i could take that as a language module. but the bid points are usually really high cos everyone wants to learn french. my friend and i both agreed. any guy who pays for our trip to europe, namely paris. gives us lodging at a 5 star hotel, proposes to us at the eiffel tower and buys our ticket back*very impt* WE WILL MARRY. heh. so obviously he must be filthy rich. sigh... and we both also agreed... ITS SUCH A DREAM. i'm so proud of myself. i managed to figure out how to set up this laptop thing. how to get internet connection. how to download the antivirus. i even downloaded the microsoft office already!! i'm really really sooooo proud of myself. :):)
snll drifted away at 10:48 AM
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