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Guess it's true
I only ever wanted to be with you
And now I find i've lost my way to go
I always mess it up
You should have known i'm not reliable
And now, when i'm tired
I can't get to sleep
My thoughts won't desert me
And I cannot dream
The colours haved changed
Only grey in my life
Now my sense of belonging has gone with my smile

But I know someday soon
I will get home
And I know someday soon
I won't be alone
Yes I know someday soon
I will get home

Is this my life?
Is this the product of the years i've tried
So very hard yet I can't make a choice
And when I find the words
I've lost my voice - I'm still a quiet one
But you know my river
And it still runs deep
A hundred and thousand more secrets to keep
I'm waiting for answers I know are inside
Now my teacher is here I can open my eyes

nerina pallot's someday soon. my new favourite singer. her voice's nice, and lyrics, well just speaks to me. mr.king and daily bread's really nice too. idaho's her hit. and all good people's just a really fun song. check her out.

so i haven't blogged in a really long time, i've took lotsa christmas pictures, will put them up when i find the time and i've finished rushing christmas cards!! ah!! i'm soooo late. why did they have the church camp this late?!

church camp.a bittersweet experience for me, a new found bond between current friends and new found feelings deep inside of me that i didn't wanna know existed. brought me closer to my cell group (i love FINGERPRINTS OF GOD) and even to my hallmates. dear sweet hazelina, darling darling huilian, and brotherly fatherly ah-pek-ly weelee. heh. the sweetest people i've ever known, really, just stays a few steps away from me, except hui who's moving out :( there's our christmas eve eve outing. from where i got my christmas present from hazelina in my fave style and fave colour. and did i mention that i'm into cotton on! topshop look alike with a more affordable price tag. plus, when they state size 8, 6 or S, they really do mean size 6,8, or S, unlike topshop, who's really unpredictable at times. so thanks for those 3 dear sweeties for being so concerned and keeping me company on an otherwise wasted night. love ya :)

and of course, my bestest bestie of all time, celestine wong chu wen. thanks so much for all the encouragement and truth you've given me. i just wanna go over and hug you right now, if not for the wet hair and unkempt clothes. and you know what? that girl will be back. i promise.

eleanor and mokshiqi. never fail to make me laugh. and poor hilarious brandy (eleanor's dog). haha. we'll meet up again and go for something other than a mac's breakfast ya?! meeting up with these two blur queens made me so dazed i took 853 thinking of going to bukit timah, when it was supposed to be 852. sigh. took all the way to potong pasir stn then i realised...hmm... this doesn't look familiar at all. can't blame me though. was busy writing christmas cards on the bus. ha. but then it was a blessing in disguise, cos i took a train after, which was much less rocky than the bus, which means nicer handwriting!

ok pple. i shall end here. time for some good ol turkey, honey baked ham, and whatever delicious food that's at my family gathering.

i will smile and laugh tonight :)

love is in the air -
but i'm drowning in my emotions,
buried in my thoughts.

snll drifted away at 12:03 AM ----------