I am feeling pissed.oh no wait...a myriad mixture of feelings rather, from the spectrum of anger,shock,upset,not-surprised-and-yet-still-surprised,irritated,highly highly annoyed,will-turn-violent-if-it-was-worth-it-but-it-simply-isn't, frustrated, to the spectrum of what's-new.seriously, what's new? and i say that with a deep sigh, because after all these years. nothing has changed. (what an understatement) and i will not attribute the entire blame of these failed incidents to these people, because it just isn't fair. BUT i will say one thing. YOU PEOPLE have contributed to it. so thanks you guys. congrats for ruining part of my life. because apparently, some people have the insatiable appetite to devour details of my life. and may i stress that again. MY life. it causes such a poignant feeling of disgust in me that i have a sick feeling in my gut. you'll be glad to know that i didn't puke. because it just ain't worth it. I've always wondered how people can be so prying to the extent of being intrusive with regards to another's life. well, it makes sense if the other person is someone you care about, or like, or idolise. but COME ON, who are you kidding here? do you care for me? do you idolise me? do you even like me? wait a minute... do you even KNOW me? yes my name is Sarah Ng Li Lin, other than that what do you know mr/ms au-fait-know-it-all?i guess your life isn't as interesting as other people's lives so you have to be that nosy busybody that goes around rumour-regurgitating, scandal-spitting? i guess you just have to go around vilification-vomitting just because you have nothing else better to do huh. how pathetic. and no, i'm not making a mountain out of a molehill because it has happened before. many times before. to others, to me. does it make you happy to see other people cry? does it make you happy to see people leave? a place where they're supposed to feel safe and accepted, among the company of 'friends'? how does it feel to know that people like you has robbed others of the TRUTH? how does it feel to know that people like you caused limitless discension in friendships and relationships? how does it feel to know that people like you have broken hearts that are beyond mending just because you couldn't shut your mouth? so stop bugging me and stop bugging people around me. stop bugging my sis, my friends, my loved ones. and i'd better not know of anything that you do against people i care about. because i will react. and your actions better be something 'worth-your-while', because the consequences will be dire.there will come a day when i'll not just stand there and watch you people ruin lives. and when that day does come, that fierce stand-offish frank straight-up girl that you think me to be will not be all that you know of me. i assure you.
snll drifted away at 8:55 AM
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