[Friday, July 04, 2008]

So you say life is unfair
She's got everything you wanted
And you're not even close
To getting where you wish you could be
You want to get the commendation
Love and adulation
But you're stuck here on your knees

Are you happy, green eyed monster?
Are you happy with your place?
What's the use of being haunted?
Your story for glory
Is right there in your face

So be glad
You're an architect creation
You're one of a kind
Just stay on track
Because every cross can be a blessing
All the gifts that you've been given
Close your eyes and listen
To who you're meant to be

Don't feed the monster
Wasting time comparing
Lose yourself despairing
I hear it, don't ya?
Hungry for our fight

Are you happy?
Are you happy, green eyed monster?
Are you happy with your place?
What's the use of being haunted?
Your story for glory
Is right there in your face
Right there in your face
Right there in your face

its funny how a song can so aptly describe how i feel. i feel like the incredible hulk. the big green-eyed monster. i don't like this part of me.but still i can't help but feel this way. this is definitely not my story for glory.

its also really funny how friends can make your otherwise emo-boring-sad day turn out to be one of the best days you had so far. just talking nonsense, chilling,thinking back about the past. laughing about each other and those not present :) and also just updating each other about their lives. its really amazing how a bunch of pple can just meet and talk. just share their lives with one another. i've found this group of friends in gracians. lovely lovely people. i shall name them. rebecca, jamie,linda,gerald,weehon,hanrong,benny. yup tt's us. the clique! i LOVE these people. met them today for gerald and hanrong's "farewell" party cos they're going into NS!!!! may God bless them!!

i bought them a lil something. its a three in one thing. i will post photos of it tomoro.along with the rest of the photos la. and i'll elaborate more about the debate on its practicality and aesthetic value. i promise you, beauty is not all it encompasses.

I LOVE THE GRACIANS!!!! ROCK ON!!!

i seem to feel this way everytime a class gathering ends. and i'm loving it!!



snll drifted away at 10:15 AM
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