its 1:44 am in the morning. i am watching a cheesy korean movie and feeling envious and kek-sim all over again. but i know tt's temporary. i may cry, i may feel sad or angry or jealous or all that. but i know when i find tt one special person that God intended me to be with, everything else will not matter. i've learnt alot from this experience. be it getting hurt, or being elated, its definitely changed my life. never ever feel like you're not meant for what God has planned for you. because you are. like rebecca calls Him, our Daddy God loves us so much and he will never throw at us something we cannot handle. we are allowed to cry, turn red with anger, be a little moody and stuff, but we are not allowed to EVER forget that He is not letting go of us and he will never EVER stop loving us. I know now. Because in His love, there is no rationalisation, there is no temptation, there are no hurtful words, there are no excuses. just plain selfless, unconditional love.
i shall leave you people with this song, this song that woke me up finally while i was jogging at macritchie. indeed, why settle for the bleak temporary, when you can have the glorious eternity?
Leaving - Corrinne May
There's a comfort in this darkness
A familiar road although i know that
you are no good for me
you're a false alibi
you hypnotize and
you keep tempting me to throw away eternity
time to wake-up and shake-up
you've kept me right under your spell for too long
your promise is empty
go dig your claws in somebody else
'cause it won't be me
i'm leaving
leaving this path behind
don't need your sympathy
i'm leaving don't try to change my mind
i'm leaving this path behind
it's a new day a new way
change is never easy enough
but i'm not giving up
i'm growing and i'm sowing seeds of life beyond this shell
i'm going to be free
breakout from this cell
shake my faith
you're never going to break me
take my strength
you're never going to make me
turn my back away from the truth
i won't play your games
i'm nobody's fool
snll drifted away at 10:39 AM
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