tonight, might potentially be the official last/2nd last night of my stay in king edward vii hall. this place, the people i've met, the bonds i've forged, the things i went through here, as a person, as a girl becoming a woman will never ever be forgotten. these 3 years in nus, in this hall, has humbled me. it has changed my life in a way that i could've never imagined and i'm thanking god for that every single day.
with fifi sleeping beside me now, it dawned on me that this is the last time that he can sleep in a room that's entirely mine. littered with all my rubbish and hair. messed up with all the food and paper and random stuffs. which probably provoked what i'm feeling now and this "emo" post as some might say.
its been a whirlwind of events, an emotional roller coaster. it feels like a dream. 3 years has passed and i feel like i want 3 years more.
without being here, having my room f210, f310. i'd never have met the wonderful people i've met. and come to love the people that i will miss soooo much. i could name all of you. but the girls. THE GIRLS. i love you girls so much i can't even begin to describe how i feel about leaving. so i needn't even say what i'm doing as i'm typing all these.
in no particular order:
hazelina
the one i confide so much in, the one who knows things about me that maybe i might not even know myself. the one who always keeps me in check, but never fails to encourage me whenever i fall. the one who slowly but surely opened up to trusting me as much as i did in her. you mentioned you felt a certain kind of love towards your friends, a bizarre strong powerful love. and that's exactly what we have. so thank you for everything we've shared, the laughter, the disagreements and the tears. i'll never be the person i am without you.
hiromi
the one i have so much fun with just being crazy and being myself. i let loose all my comical antics, all my inhibitions just go away somehow when i'm this crazy person. cos i know, whatever i do can never ever trump what she does to make me laugh. its a very important thing, i realised to have someone who can make you laugh, because its what keeps you going. so thanks for being my source of laughter and joy, whenever i feel down and just barge into your room. i feel so comfortable in my own skin with you around because i know you'll accept whatever i do with a laugh. you literally are my joy.
huilian
the one who understands me through and through because of our similarities. we share adversities and a true friend is born from that. i find that i can never really get angry with you somehow. even when you're sooo late, or you forget stuffs. just because you're you. seeing you sometimes, just brings a sense of familiarity. i feel like i'm home. you feel like home to me. i'm glad i didn't stay that 1 sem, cos i became closer to you. i will still continue to randomly drop by your place, to use the toilet or visit your new hamster, you can count on that. anyone who has you as a friend, is blessed beyond words.
geraldine
the one whom i know truly cares for us despite the "hard" exterior. deep down, i know you love us don't you? i can always count on you for insecticide, for motherly care or for just a room that i can study in cos i just cannot focus in mine anymore. i guess we've seen you change from a clean freak and touch-phobia person into the "in-love" girl that you're in now, and i'm glad. means hazel can hug you more now without being shoved away. you're the faithful loyal friend who's never afraid to stick up for us, don't squirm... but i truly love you too.
all good things come to an end, and i guess my life here in kevii has just reached the last stop. so i will get off, taking with me these precious precious memories that i will never ever throw away because all these, EVERY SINGLE PERSON that i've made friends with, made a difference in my life.
i love all of you. for real.
