was trying to find kayla and kupono's contemporary dance addiction to sara bareilles gravity today but couldn't find it! finally found a good and reasonably clear video here.
http://dancejam.com/videos/1054605418-sytycd-kayla-kupono-addiction-by-mi
haven't been writing here for some time now. maybe i've lost touch.
just been slacking around these whole time. a lil anxious at the fact that prof tan said that the hr department would call for medical and security checks, but they haven't yet. yikes.
finished watching personal taste (: quite a sweet show. she's a little mature for him, i feel, especially after watching her summer scent persona. its a little off to see her like that. but still sweet! oh and chang-ryul. the first time i saw him i thought...looks familiar. and i realised he looks like joel! my cousin joel. i even told my hallmate. and when i went to my ahma house the other day, my aunt was talking bout this show and guess what she said. exactly the same thing i did. that changryul looks like joel! uncanny.
my life revolves around finding things to do and watching shows for now. but you'd (whoever is reading this) be proud to know that i cleared up my clothes! i threw those that needed throwing, gave those that needed giving and packed and folded those that needed keeping. am proud of my little neat corner. of course, mom helped a great deal.
am watching you're beautiful now. till now, no major complaints. except that all the guys look weird with their eyeliner and all. i really don't fancy guys with eyeliner. make up isn't really a guy thing. and the hairstyle. woahhaha. looks like the hairstylist puked all over their heads. but i guess its "fashion forward" in korea.
definition of intention: an agent's intention in performing an action is his or her specific purpose in doing so, the end or goal that is aimed at, or intended to accomplish. whether an action is successful or unsuccessful depends on at least whether the intended result was brought about. intentions are sometimes, all that matters. because if one knows what the intention is, and feels loved or happy, then sometimes the actions doesn't even need to be carried out. right? i guess that's how love songs/poems come about with their fantastical quips and whimsical lines. i'll pluck the stars, i'll bring the moon down, i'll travel to the sun and back. it doesn't matter whether things are feasible or not, or practical, real, or possible. because reality hits hard as it is. this is a really really pragmatic world. what matters is the fact that there should be people you can be unreal with. people you can wish things with. people you can share your silliest thoughts with. but sometimes, even with the person you want most to do these things with, it doesn't really happen the way you want it. i guess when it gets down to it, you'll have to remember the reason why you want to share this part of yourself with that person and draw more from that well. though the well my run dry in future, at least for now, its still sustaining.
my thoughts for the day. and oh one last thing. its the thought that matters.
snll drifted away at 9:41 AM
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